Sunday, November 20, 2011

Breaking Up Is Hard To Do

Dear Cigarettes,

It's been 3 weeks since my lips have touched you.  Do you miss me?  Do you miss the 50.00 a week I paid for your company?

Do you miss the time we spent together?  Outside, irregardless of the weather, rain, excruciating heat, freezing winds, balmy spring days, we were together forever.  Or so you thought.

My friends and family tried to tell me but I didn't want to hear them.  My doctors begged, offered help. I was deaf to their pleas.


Like anyone caught in a destructive relationship I was immune to the dangers of the loved one. But then I had a moment of clarity.  I listened, I believed, I stopped.

You have not made it easy.  My body has missed you.  My mind, yea my very cells, have called out for you.  Sometimes my skin crawls I want to be with you so much.

But I'm not coming back.  I will resist your blandishments and your siren's cry. 

Life is too wonderful to be in an unhealthy relationship.  Forget me.  I'm trying very hard to forget you.

Till death do us part?  I don't think so.

Jane

21 comments:

  1. Wonderful stuff, keep it up my dear. You've cracked it now.

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  2. No looking back, you can do it for good! xx

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  3. in your face cigarettes!
    jane 1 - nicotine 0

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  4. And you walk in a cloud of light instead of smoke. And you smell goooooooood!
    xoxxo Shelley

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  5. You go, Girl. So incredibly proud of you! xoxo

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  6. Three weeks Jane! Good for you! Love your worn in boots and your fall arrangement is absolutely stunning!
    xo
    annie

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  7. Looks like you've kicked that habit! Bet you can really smell those beautiful flowers now.

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  8. Can you hear me clapping? Good for you! Bonnie

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  9. Three cheers from across the pond..... xx

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  10. just think of the stink!

    you are an amazing and strong woman and you are DONE with those damn things.

    xo
    janet

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  11. Keep it up Jane!!!!!

    A big kiss from Holland,

    Madelief X

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  12. Yay! Three more cheers from across the pond xx

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  13. Go, Jane, go!!! So proud of your resolve.

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  14. £150. All yours. Well done, fantastic willpower.

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  15. That would be $150 dollars of course, but still great.

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  16. You will need to tell us what you spend your extra found money on.

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  17. 3 weeks--that's a good solid amount of time! Hope you are being nice to yourself.

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  18. Excellent! You should treat yourself every week with that extra$50!

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