Saturday, October 22, 2011

Ch Ch Changes

It's uncomfortable busy at work so I would like to spit those words right back up ( see previous post).


But I do have these monochromatic bridesmaids bouquets from Fridays wedding to show you so perhaps all that work isn't for naught.

My body is also a wee bit uncomfortable after 2 more sessions with my sadist trainer Andrew. Add to that an hour massage with a man I can only imagine went to the same boot camp as  Andrew and you have my week in a nut shell of pain. But I am now able to haul the 5 gallon buckets full of water and roses up and down the stairs without a whimper.  To the amazement of my coworkers and myself.


Our v. loud and large second driver just found out yesterday about my stopping smoking and was so obnoxious about it and his perceived notions of what my behavior will be like, that I went out to the parking lot, smoked a cigarette and sobbed uncontrollably the entire time.

Then I shook it off, splashed my face with water and led the team to two touchdowns. (  AKA: Got the next weddings finished).

Makes me wonder thought, why are people so resistant to change?

Isn't that what life is about?  Facing the strange?


xo Jane
Posted by flwrjane at Saturday, October 22, 2011
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25 comments:

  1. beach bungalowOctober 22, 2011 at 7:57 AM

    Your driver`s an a-hole.

    Love you,

    S
    xo

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  2. Denise | Chez DanisseOctober 22, 2011 at 8:07 AM

    I agree with S of beach bungalow. Jerk! Grrr. xx, Denise

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  3. UnknownOctober 22, 2011 at 8:14 AM

    How very rude and unkind, sadly some people just have no idea....so sorry/cross he dumped that on you, grrr.

    You just quietly and uncompromisingly prove him wrong. It will be a triumph for both your lungs and your dignity. Use it as a spur to your success. 110% behind you Jane, we all are. Extra hug, Bxxx

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  4. UnknownOctober 22, 2011 at 8:15 AM

    Ha, just seen that is at least two if us grrrrring on your behalf across two continents!! X

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  5. An Urban CottageOctober 22, 2011 at 8:16 AM

    A-hole for sure. At least with your new-found physique, you'll be able to take him out if he doesn't cease and desist.

    Love that dark purple arrangement.

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  6. flwrjaneOctober 22, 2011 at 8:43 AM

    Sue, Right on. Thank you. xo

    Denise, what are you doing up so early? Thanks for the back up!

    Belinda, Well said, as ever, Belinda, and I will use it that way.Encouraging words. thank you.

    Steve, Good thought, and if I can't take him you know GG will!

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  7. helen tilstonOctober 22, 2011 at 10:03 AM

    To a new day and good for you for recognizing his negativity.

    Our continued encouegement and support

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  8. Denise | Chez DanisseOctober 22, 2011 at 10:08 AM

    Good question. I'm in NY. Just about to head out into the sun. Don't let the losers get you down. Enjoy your day.

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  9. UrbanstemsOctober 22, 2011 at 10:43 AM

    Jane oh sweet Jane. I demand you put on Cee Lo's song (the real version you know the one you and I both love!)and dance and sing away to your hearts content. Put some soul into some of the particular words!! I will turn up the sounds over here and have a wee dance in the kitchen just for you! " I see you driving around town with a girl I love and Im like ......." Mucho love your way Sinead xxx

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  10. MiseOctober 22, 2011 at 11:46 AM

    Mean, mean driver. I bet he couldn't carry those buckets like you can. I bet no one reads his tedious ungrammatical blog. I bet you are ultimately more resilient than he is mean.

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  11. loveandlilacOctober 22, 2011 at 12:07 PM

    Some people get very threatened and try to undermine you when you do something good for yourself. I should take one of those gorgeous bouquets and tell him to shove it where the sun don't shine :-)

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  12. AnonymousOctober 22, 2011 at 1:12 PM

    Bet he smokes. I'm going with projection anxiety.
    You're going to be so healthy, so radiant, you're going to have so much more energy (is this possible)? and your hair and your clothes will smell like flowers and occasionally german sausages! You thought food was good? Just wait.

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  13. AnonymousOctober 22, 2011 at 1:45 PM

    Don't succumb to negativity in any shape or form, you WILL succeed. You won't feel deprived of nicotine therefore your behaviour will not change for the worse. The thing that struck me when I stopped, was the amount of time I had over. You will also smell nicer. Be strong, you can and will do it. I'm with you all the way, remember.

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  14. BonnieOctober 22, 2011 at 2:34 PM

    How very ugly and rude of your driver. (I suspect he was the one throwing sand in the sandbox when he was young) He sounds like someone who doesn't like seeing someone else succeed. And succeed you will. You will walk out of the fog!

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  15. Pam WillsOctober 22, 2011 at 2:59 PM

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  16. Sherri B.October 22, 2011 at 3:54 PM

    I was just looking a the calendar this morning and thought of your day of 'Freedom' not being far off. Don't you pay attention to that negative talk, you will not be awful when you quit, I think some people just use certain things as an excuse to be cranky and you aren't like that. You were wise to set a date to quit like you did. I set one 2 weeks out and found it very helpful to know the night that I would have my last. xo

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  17. AnonymousOctober 22, 2011 at 5:08 PM

    I think he's jealous...of your will, determination etc. It's a shame one has to put another down and for the sake of what?
    Your job is to rise above and succeed!
    Bet he'd like to know you have a gang from across the world rootin for you. :)

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  18. flwrjaneOctober 22, 2011 at 7:09 PM

    You all know how much I loved sneaking away from all the work today to read your comments.

    They made me laugh, they made me smile, they helped me feel empowered.

    Thanks and love.

    Jane

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  19. Maryann McCoolOctober 22, 2011 at 8:45 PM

    Hi Jane: I truly applaud your stop smoking plan! I know you have the strength & determination to accomplish it. I did it about seven years ago and never looked back. My one piece of advice, do it just for you, nobody else.
    I will be sending you positive energy during this adventure.

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  20. webbOctober 22, 2011 at 10:38 PM

    There's something broken in a person who would deride your smoking cessation - so just write him off as the a***ole he is.

    You are so strong. You can do this - all of this. And, the flowers are lovely. Namaste. xoxo

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  21. Travel With LuluOctober 23, 2011 at 3:02 AM

    Good for you! I heard quitting smoking is harder thank quitting cocaine. You go girl! XOLaura

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  22. MadeliefOctober 23, 2011 at 9:19 AM

    Hi Jane,

    I am happy to hear you are still a non smoker! Keep it up Jane :-)!!!

    Your bridesmaids bouquets look lovely. When you ever have a job in your flower shop please let me know!

    Lieve groet & happy Sunday,

    Madelief x

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  23. Renée FinbergOctober 23, 2011 at 1:16 PM

    i would have done exactly the same thing.....
    go out to the parking lot and cried.
    i was crying off and on all day yesterday
    at and about work.

    here are some much needed hugs and kisses

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  24. Karen BekkerOctober 24, 2011 at 2:29 AM

    Exquisite arrangements! x

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  25. Raindrops and DaisiesOctober 24, 2011 at 5:13 PM

    Beautiful.



    Fiona

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